so much...yet nothing

going on. things have been a bit strained for R and I for a few months now. and there are a number of different reason. I think alot of it stems from our upbringings. everything blew up Saturday night and it was not pleasant. but at least its all out in the open. we know there is a problem and it needs to be fixed. so we are going to work on it....dont know if we will end up going to see/talk to someone or try to work it out on our own. but something needs to be done. we will be ok...eventually. it doesnt help that neither of us are happy with our jobs and stressed about all that. not to mention that they moved him to traffic...which changes his schedule for the next two monthes (he found out by chance this past friday...and it all starts tomorrow.....thanks for the heads up there....so needs to get out of this department cause they are a bunch of jackoffs) so it really screws with our child care situation cause some days he goes in for 2:30, some days 6pm, other days at 7:30am. AND he has the same asshole of a sargent for next year. they (the brass) know they (r and his sgt.) have issues with each other...yet they still put them on the same squad......tell me the logic there! idiots.

in other news the girls LOVED trick or treating last night. L was too funny...literally running up to houses. that child has no fear....k was much better this year then last. she at least would walk up to the houses herself and knock. they made out like bandits, I so do not need all this candy in my house. especailly since I am trying to lose weight not gain! (offically back to pre l weight! whoot whoot....now its onto the goal of getting to pre k weight). I love these kids...they amaze me every day. try my patients every day, but that is all part of it, right?!?!

both are napping at the moment, so I am going to get something to eat. Hope everyone had a wonderful halloween!

see you later crocodile, afterwhile alligator (this is how its said according to k)